Teen Suicide - i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body
Review by James Hodyl
Teen Suicide's album "I Will Be My Own Hell Because There Is a Devil Inside My Body" is a haunting and introspective journey into the mind of a troubled youth. The album explores themes of depression, anxiety, and self-destruction through a combination of lo-fi indie rock and experimental electronic music.
The opening track, "Have You Been Eating That Sandwich Again?" sets the tone for the album with its distorted guitar riffs and melancholic lyrics. The album's standout track, "Dead Bird Skeleton," features haunting vocals and a pulsing beat that builds to a cathartic climax.
Throughout the album, Teen Suicide's lyrics are raw and unflinching, exploring the dark corners of the human psyche with unapologetic honesty. The music itself is equally raw, with lo-fi production techniques adding to the album's overall sense of intimacy and vulnerability.
Album: i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body
Rating: 4.43
Table of Contents
Download
Filename: teen-suicide-i-will-be-my-own-hell-because-there-is-a-devil.rar- MP3 size: 138 mb
- FLAC size: 2382.8 mb
Tracks
| Track | Duration | Preview |
|---|---|---|
| Grim Reaper | 0:59 | |
| have you been eating that sandwich again | 1:13 | |
| Have You Been Eating That Sandwich Again? | 1:12 | |
| Swallow | 2:45 | |
| 'Anne' | 1:9 | |
| No, the Moon | 02:32 | |
| grim reaper | ||
| Cop Graveyard | 2:26 | |
| Have You Been Eating That Sandwich Again | 1:13 | |
| [Untitled-Oct19] | 02:22 | |
| The Same Things Happen To Me All The Time, Even In My Dreams | ||
| swallow | ||
| Cop Graveyard | 2:26 | |
| Give Me Back To the Sky | 2:11 | |
| Afterlife Dating | 1:49 | |
| Dead Bird Skeleton | 3:25 | |
| The Way We Were With People | 2:40 | |
| Dan Collins Vs. The Maryland Judicial System | 2:48 | |
| No, The Moon | 2:32 | |
| Yr Glow (Acoustic Demo) | 1:58 | |
| give me back to the sky | 2:12 | |
| the way we were with people | 2:47 | |
| The Way We Were With People | 2:47 | |
| Dan Collins vs. The Maryland Judicial System | ||
| dead bird skeleton | ||
| Dead Bird Skeleton | 3:26 | |
| If I Cleaned Everything | 2:16 | |
| Dead Cat | 1:57 | |
| cop graveyard | ||
| Anne | 1:09 | |
| Give Me Back To The Sky | 2:12 | |
| Dan Collins vs. The Maryland Judicial System | 2:48 | |
| Yr Glow [Acoustic Demo] | 01:58 | |
| Yr Glow | 1:58 | |
| dan collins vs. the maryland judicial system | ||
| the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams | ||
| 'Anne' | 1:09 | |
| The Same Things Happening To Me All The Time, Even In My Dreams | 4:50 | |
| Spooky Ghost | 1:6 | |
| I Am My Own Hell | 1:12 | |
| Untitled-Oct19 | 2:22 | |
| The Same Things Happening To Me All the Time, Even In My Dreams | 4:51 | |
| anne | 1:09 | |
| Have You Been Eating That Sandwhich Again? | ||
| Grim Reaper | 0:59 | |
| Untitled-oct19 |
Video
teen suicide - give me back to the sky (Official Audio)
teen suicide - i am my own hell (Official Audio)
teen suicide - have you been eating that sandwich again? (Official Audio)
teen suicide - no, the moon (Official Audio)
teen suicide - spooky ghost (Official Audio)
teen suicide - i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body | Vinyl (A Side)
teen suicide - swallow (Official Audio)
teen suicide - afterlife dating (Official Audio)
teen suicide - if i cleaned everything (Official Audio)
teen suicide - cop graveyard (Official Audio)
teen suicide - untitled-oct9 (Official Audio)
teen suicide - i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body | Vinyl (B Side)
teen suicide - grim reaper (Official Audio)
teen suicide - dead bird skeleton (Official Audio)
teen suicide - yr glow (acoustic demo) (Official Audio)
Images
Catalog Numbers
- RFC:128
- 001
- RFC: 128
- 001, GSR002
- RFC128
- QYR001
- 001, QYR001, GSR002
Labels
- Quiet Year Records
- Run For Cover Records
- Songs From The Road Records, Quiet Year Records
- Songs From The Road Records, Quiet Year Records, Gold Soundz Records
Listen online
- lytte på nettet
- ouvir online
- kuunnella verkossa
- lyssna på nätet
- online anhören
- escuchar en línea
- online luisteren
- ascolta in linea
- écouter en ligne
Formats
- Vinyl
- LP
- Opaque Violet
- Limited Edition
- Reissue
- Remastered
- Album
- Repress
- Purple/Green/Cream Tri-Color Split
- Test Press
- Cassette
- Purple
- Brown
- Stereo
- Orange
- Mixed (Grey)
- Coke Bottle Clear
- White
- Violet Opaque
- CD
- Digipak
Companies
| Role | Company |
|---|---|
| Record Company | Songs From The Road |
Credits
| Role | Credit |
|---|---|
| Drums | Eric Livingston |
| Lyrics By | Eric Livingston |
| Vocals | Sam Ray |
| Guitar | Sam Ray |
| Bass | Sam Ray |
| Keyboards | Sam Ray |
| Piano | Sam Ray |
| Drum Machine | Sam Ray |
| Photography | Eric |
| Toy Piano | Sam |
| Artwork | Sam |
Notes
- recorded between may and september 2012 at sam's house
- sam - guitar, piano, toy piano, keyboards, drum machines, vocals, lyrics, and bass on some songs
- eric - drums
- torts - bass on some songs
- thanks to caroline for recording vocals and viola on 'give me back to the sky'
- thanks to mat cothran for help mastering 'give me back to the sky'
- cover photo by eric livingston, cover art by sam ray
- comes with a pdf that includes all of the lyrics handwritten with photos, poems and other writings that inspired the songs, art by alex amici and josephine ray, and a dog. all photos included are taken by sam & eric.
- thanks mater, thanks alex, thanks everyone else.
- Edition of 1,000 on black vinyl
- Reissue with remastered audio, expanded artwork and 8 never-before-issued bonus tracks.
- 700 Brown
- Pressing information
- First Pressing
- /100 Black (THIS)
- /100 Opaque Violet
- /100 Coke Bottle Clear
- /100 Mixed (Grey)
- /100 White
- teen suicide’s first & only proper album, ‘i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body’, has been a sought after release for many collectors after it’s ultra-limited vinyl release in 2012. Now, Run For Cover Records will be reissuing my own hell, with remastered audio, expanded artwork and 8 never-before-issued bonus tracks.
- Pressing Information:
- 300 Orange (This)
- 1000 Black
- /100 Black
- /100 Mixed (Grey) (THIS)
- /100 Coke Bottle Clear (THIS)
- /100 White (THIS)
- /100 Opaque Violet (THIS)
Barcodes
Barcode: 811774022255About Teen Suicide
Emo noise-pop band from Baltimore, Maryland. Since changed their name to .
Name Vars
- The World's Greatest
Members
- Kitty Pryde
- Sean Mercer
- Sam Ray
- Caroline White
- Alec Simke
- John Toohey
- Eric Livingston
Summary by James Hodyl
Comments
I remember when I first heard Teen Suicide. I'm pretty sure it was one of the louder tracks on here, and I did not like it at all. I just though the were edgy noise band with no talent. Little did I know, they would become one of my favourite groups. This was really their first album so they had to figure out how to structure their eclectic sound, and I think they did it wonderfully. The first half of this album has all the noisier tracks which at first listen sound just like that, noisier tracks. Upon further listens the true talent shines through. The unique writing style, the rhythms the band pull together and unique imagery brought up from the lyrics. All of this is hidden behind a curtain of lo fi noise, so the lyrics are hard to make out and so do the individual instruments. I believe this is where the true magic holds. Each song is lathered with this lo fi sound that gives a feeling that very few other bands can pull off as well. The second half and a couple tracks on the first half are a lot slower and take obvious influence from Daniel Johnston. They're very stripped back and either use electronics and distorted voices, or pianos and acoustic guitars with cleaner voices. This is truly the bands strong-suit. Each songs holds a strong sense of nostalgia and are complimented by Sam Ray's unique writing style. Many of the songs make you feel like your in the room with them when they recorded. They aren't hiding behind perfect sounding production and that creates a close relationship with the listener. Though this album holds none of my favourite Teen Suicide songs, I still love it for it own reasons and will hold this album dear to me throughout my life.
0:47
American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: https://youtu.be/MtHifoG2kgM
This band will forever stay in my heart
VR
This is a gem
This is masterpiece.
I love this song
*"Very Rare Forever Freestyle"*
:(
Current i found only 2 artist with this kind of vibe after searching for 4 years
Xxx Tentacion and Teen Suicide
Xxx Tentacion and Teen Suicide
NIggas wanna fight, I just wanna fuck(continue the lyrics)
0:48 niggas wanna fight
Xxxtentacion very rare forever freestyle at 0:48
very fucking rare <3
real ones been on this since 2016
Rip X
this is what i want to say to a lot of people, sorry for being everything, you all know i'm actually dead inside
Love
